Tuesday, February 15, 2011

I See The Danger...But I Go Foward

I swear I like too hard...but not with everyone. It doesn't take that much for me to like someone...but its those key factors of not much. I can't say those key factors though don't need randoms plotting on my emotions..lol. I really like this guy but I don't know man...starting to feel like its becoming a waste of an emotion. And again like I said when I like....I like hard....cause I don't like every Tom, Dick, & Harry that pops up in my face. In the begining I fought the like as I ALWAYS do with every situation but like won.....like rarely wins mind you. I felt like it was mutual everything was gravy but then when I inquired it got awkward. Where did that come from?? It was all cool yesterday. Then I guess it got back on track still not the same smooth ride but trudging along. I feel like I should shake this whole situation...."PIMP OR DIE" should be my cry...but I can't. I'm so damn picky & the fact that I like this person with free flowing emotions is irritating me. Gosh...just let me. I'd rather them tell me to "eat shit & die" so I could get out of this rut than be in this mental limbo. *sigh*